aysha
aysha alkaff. july fourteenth. nineteen. girl. singapore. email me=)...
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Friday, March 13, 2009

peek a boo!

-aysha


Tuesday, April 15, 2008

wow. this thing still works after all!

i havent logged in since forty thousand years ago, i actually (almost) forgot my password! and username too for that matter. yes, genius aysha.

with refernce to my previous entry of forty thousand years ago, i change my mind.

i dont remember why i wanted i restart button for LIFE. i suppose sem 1 was hellish to the point of resembling the torture of A-levels.

so as the third entry written as an nus student (stupid ridiculous mountain land of doom campus) ive decided that maybe a rewind button would be better..?

life doesnt suck thaaaat much. apparently watching idol gives back makes you more thankful for the (not-so-crap in comparison) shit in your own life.

maybe a pause button.

imagine freezing the whole world around you, while you get extra time to finish doing tutorials/mugging/report writing/preparing for presentations yadayadayada. id pay alot of money for that button.

but of course, as all delightful things are, a pause button is unattainable.

but im allowed to dream.

i think i like the sun.

but like when im indoors, and im looking OUT at the sunny world. haha.

-aysha


Tuesday, November 20, 2007

if only there was a restart button for life..

-aysha


Monday, October 01, 2007

today, ivan BURNT his hair.

hahaha

-aysha


Sunday, September 30, 2007

i think. i can die of sleep deprivation and excruciating boredom.

i have a report due this wednesday. ive already crapped up 8 pages so far and im only halfway done. somebody shoot me, please.

the project is a one week diet analysis. i use a website to key in my food intake for a week and they churn out my nutrient consumption and compare it with the recommended daily allowance.

this is wht they say about my total fat consumption: "Your total fat intake was more than the recommended amount. A diet high in fat is associated with overweight, high blood cholesterol, heart disease and other related health problems."

oh ha ha *clutches tummy* explain the 16.1 BMI then.

i have reason to be feeling VERY bitter right now.

all my life, i work really hard for what i want and then i GET it. i do not fail. i've always had a reasonable self esteem.

so don't crush it.

faggots.

this is arrogance isn't it? teach me to accept failure! i can't accept rejection.

stupid project.

-aysha


Thursday, June 21, 2007

i ponned work today. ponning is simply delightful.

just one small simple act of defiance, or indulgence as i prefer to think of it.. my latest hobby.

but then i have to retrun to the chaos sooner or later.

sorry nandz, u know we love you.

i think i need a drink.

starbucks.

tomorrow.

hanisah.

-aysha


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

*sneeze*

thoughts are very noisy.

eleventh consecutive sick day is awful why am i never getting better and that STUPID whore i think im at page 347 i really need a tissue right now phlegmified madness inequalities means change of sign when divide or multiply negative integers my gums are hurting cause of my bogeh spot the dentist just used friggin pliers and wrenched my precious tooth out i cant believe i forgot hanisah's blog password fai help me bogeh smiles and banana muffins damn ingos those stupid girls better not piss me off again sumpah nak kena tendang it feels kinda cold when the air gets in contact with my gummyness maybe i want purple after all i have levi's im a rich richh RICHHH faggot im so pleased if only those toejammy backside whores would just reply my goddamn emails i miss faizah im so thirsty educational decree twenty four with umbridge's grubby hands im going to pee

-aysha


Sunday, May 06, 2007

aysha's back with a surprise entry!!

announcement to all: hanisah has a functional blog so go add posts!!


meow meow meow

i love all my girlfriends. today is girlfriend dedication day!

to poop faizah: u have been dead or asleep for far too long, i'd like you back now. i'll never never be able to live my life without my trusty fa. and weird as it sounds, you complete me. (its usually a boy completing a girl, but in my case its my lesbian half sister)

to MAMA: my most essential girlie, there for me as and when i need to whine, bitch or cry. nyehh i've got the coolest momma in the world. nuff said.

to my five wacko tk buddies: you are all insane and evil whores and i love you to death. meow, baba and mimi make my day everyday at work but hanis and wara, u two seriously need to come back to life. i want five, not 3. =p

to pagal nandini: eh beedu. where the hell have u been hiding? my birthday is coming, come take me to swensen's, im missing you. its no fun when me and vibs go mad with the barber song. "...take out your bacteria.." nandz, i miss u k. stop hibernating.

to shabeena my first bestie in the world: you, aunty, i havent met in a thousand million years! you will forever be one of my best girlfriends even if we dont spend as much time hanging out as we used to. everytime i do get to meet you its like a day hasnt passed by(:

to nadiah galah and isabel law jia en and ying xiang: you 3 are the people i grew up with; and i cherish the closeness we had, and even though we've grown apart, i will always love the three of you!

lastly to hafiz: you're my FAVOURITE girlfriend(:

-aysha


Monday, April 09, 2007

At the coffeeshop

My friends and I went to Haig Road for lunch one day. We chatted merrily and complained about the weather. Fairuz then declares that she is hungry.

Fai: Dalah, im starvinggg! Do you guys remember which satay i like? Mutton or beef?

Me and Hanisah: Mutton.

Not long afterwards, Fai comes back to the table with a greedy twinkle in her eyes.

Fai: I ordered 15 sticks. (insert cutesy grin) I dah tak kisah okay im soo lapar!

The three of us then continue our bitching/teasing/giggling until our food arrives. We then proceed to share a nice time over lunch.

Hanisah: Fai, taste the mee (very red Indian mee goreng) its very nice!

Fai: You da tebiat?? You nak I mati?? No way!

Hanisah: Just tryyy.. It's not pedas at all.. Really.

Fai: Ohhh no I'm not trusting you after that Roti John!!

Me: She's right Fai, it's not pedas..

After another 2 hours or so of persuasion, she comes round and decides to try the mee.

Fai: (chews cautiously) Ehh. It's not bad tau.. Lagi?

And so Fai steals the mee, proudly overcoming her fear of red food. Mark your calendars, Fai converted on the 7th of April!! Anyway, back to the story. Fai gets sick of mee and returns to her beloved satay. On her tenth stick or so, she wrinkles her eyebrows and makes an announcement.

Fai: You know what. I don't think this is the one I like tau.. I think I like kambing, not mutton.

Me and Hanisah burst out laughing at her silliness, clutching our tummies and growing abs.

Fai: Huh? What's the joke?

Which causes more squeals of amusement.

Me: Repeat what you said!

Fai: (confused look) I just said that I don't like mutton. I prefer kambing. That's all.

Hanisah and I milked every second of her dumbness for our entertainment. She probably would have never found out that mutton=kambing and kambing=mutton if she hadn't been told.

fai u made my day(:

-aysha

sometimes i get very pretty dreams. some things may be so simple yet they are the things that make life nicer. and they make problems all the more worth getting through.

i feel happy dreaming of the calm and wind at the beach. and i feel happy to see my mummy smile at me. and i love the way the fan blows into my face and makes me sleepy in an instant. i love the smell of rain and aircon and whiteboard markers and coffee. i love the feeling of finallyyy getting something that ive always wanted sooo much.

sometimes i just know what i love, what i cherish, what i treasure and what i want. what i want on wednesday, what i want for others and what i want in life.

so what if i want something so much, but no one else agrees that i should have it..?

how do people live with wanting things they might not necessarily be allowed to have?

-aysha


Monday, March 12, 2007

i think i have the coolest brother on earth. we share serious conversations from time to time on important things like warts and male assets. haaa ha. he told me a joke that made me grow abs in ten minutes..

there were two muffins in the oven. one muffin says to the other "mann its hot in here" the other muffin then says "holy shit!! a talking muffin!!"

hahahaha. funny right. so last wkend i met up with aisha the secret bowling queen. or rather, the queen next to longkang queen..? right and work is getting dull. we got shifted around to make room for the new bunch of temps. not. happy. plus hanisah ditched me on friday. so i had to be ALONE with mad taxpayers ranting about epilepsy.

yea im kinda mad at hanisah now cause tomorrow, shes ditching me again! ok but i wish you all the best dearie, as long as u come back on tuesday and u owe me b&j's. yep yep.

yesterday i volunteered for mendaki's function and i got free food for my services *insert huge greedy face grin* me and fai were shamlessly gelojoh and i dont think i want to confess what horrible thing we did. mendaki deserves it anyway. racist lot they are. =p

then fai came over and we had a lovely time being gelojoh and watching little mermaid and singing along to all the songs. msg to hanisah: fai thinks you look like sebastian. the crab.

speaking of friends, im really worried about one. i need someone to talk tooo.

hai.

ive been thinking about how to draft my answers for DSTA scholarship. wic i probably wont get. so i jotted down some ideas on my notebook. and i ended up practising my signature. going on 19, and still signatureless. im so brave to announce that on a public website.

i need to try macdonalds new (not so new anymore) coffee.

i have a crush on ross. gellar. heh

-aysha


Saturday, March 03, 2007

yesterday was the first time in my entire life that i experienced nauseating anxiety. the moment i stepped into vj hall, the fraction of a second feeling of familiarity disappeared as quickly as it came. there were gaggles of familiar faces. overly made up girl faces, victorian tshirts here and there, some botak boys and the rest with gellified hair, desperate to make full use of their last few i-have-gorgeous-hair moments, a few army uniforms and the army of tutors lining either side of the hall.

my heart rate increased so drastically i could've fooled any pe teacher that i just finished my 2.4 run. i wanted to puke my guts out, realising that the moment of truth was only minutes away. vj did well as a cohort with 50% of the students getting 3 and 4As. there were virtually no failures in each subject.

i cant remember why i wanted to be in a smart jc where i could be surrounded by genius competition.

my tutor came by to where i was seated to comment on my tudung (?!) and convince me that i did fairly well. i couldve thrown a brick in his face for bringing my hopes up. thank GOD he wasnt bluffing! i made an aim before As and i reached my target. i waaay surpassed my expectations and it made me proud. all i felt was relief and JUSTICE. all that damn mugging actually paid off.

granted i will never subject myself to that kind of torment ever again.

all my friends did fantastic as well and we shared a good old parkway moment and im afraid i might have ruined my new and expensive shoes in the mad rain. gr.

yayy nus im cominggg!!

-aysha


Tuesday, February 27, 2007

im still not okay. i saw the teeny weeny article in the papers today. A level students may collect their results on friday 2.30pm. i was expecting it. i knew it had to come someday.. but im still anxious anyway.

i might have subconsciously imprinted into my brain that my results wouldnt be up to expectations. maybe i did that to keep myself from being too disappointed. in case. or is there no in case?

a huge part of me has been all set to receive below average grades but theres still the other bit of me thats consoling the pessimistic me, "you'd probably get at least one A.." and then theres this nanomicroalmostinvisible part of me thats hoping "hey maybe my name might even get displayed on the board at the concourse!!" ok ya dreammm onn

suddenly every spare moment i have is spent recalling the torture days..

"sha lets go cycling!"
"aww u know i cant.. i need to study.."
"ur sucha nerd sha, all u ever do is study!"

eating waraphorns sweets that stuck onto the box after every sigma notation question, digging and digging with all my might to get the damn sweet out..

the many many times i went straight to parkway alone right after school on thursday to buy $2 McChicken and eat on the way to marine parade library so that i could mug while listening to nsync. and wait for the physics girls to come join me..

thousand millions of coffee packets i used to keep me awake in my room every night..

the crazy headache i had to endure for months, praying it wasnt a brain tumour!

all those breakdowns and tears and nerves and losing hope..

the way abah said no u cannot quit school and get married cause if your husband dies u'd be too stupid to go out and work to support yourself. (ok not in those exact words but still..)

i cant not get good results. i know i could have done muuuuch more. im not being like those dumass smartbrains who complain about 'aiya i sure wont do well one lor' and then get 4As, 2A1s and two S paper distinctions. i honestly know that i didnt put in every effort. but even though its not cause im lazy i just didnt have time (come on back me up girls) if i do badly, i do badly.

wow. i dont know if i could deal with that.

i really need to watch back to back friends again. ta





oh and hanisah, nice going with pe today. monkey forever! haha

-aysha


Friday, February 23, 2007

today i wore mama's $9.90 shoes to work. they're simple (and most importantly, reasonable) heels.. anyway i was late for my dental appt so i rushed out of the house and ran-or rather-tried to run up the overhead bridge to catch the bus. i took two steps at a time, praying i'd make it to the other side of the road in record time. (shut up hanisah) sadly, my damn right heel got caught on one of the steps and would not cooperate! since my left foot was already two steps higher than the right foot, the damned right heel fell off my foot. making me look extremely stupid. and wasting time so tt id miss the bus by 5 seconds. anyway the humiliating part was that there was an old uncle hobbling down the same flight of steps and when he saw the damned shoe episode, he said "ha ha" and i sooo heard him over the blast of tokyo drift from my mp3!

i think today fairuz deserves a whole blog entry about her..

a day in the live of fairuz..

once upon a time, fairuz meets her lovely girlfriends, aysha and hanisah, for lunch. she decides to bring them to a kedai mamak for nasi briyani. on her way there, she decides to stop at posb to drop her cheque. unfortunately, she has no clue as to what her bank account number is. so her lovely friends rescue her and help her find out her account number.

the three of them then continue their journey to the mamak shop. half an hour later, fairuz still has yet to find the myseterious shop. she cries happily "i spy mamak looking people there!" dragging her friends to her supposedly discovered shop. however, the girls found no shop and found out that they had been walking around in a huge circle.

flustered, they decide to have lunch at pizza hut instead. being cheapos, the three friends all buy student meals for $5.95 each. fai orders a super supreme, hanisah a beef lasagna and aysha a spicy fussili. while waiting for their food, they fill their soup bowls. fairuz declares that she does not fancy cream of chicken soup but aysha tells her to take a generous serving (to get her money's worth) and assures that she'd help finish the soup up should fai be unable to finish it up herself.

true enough, fai could not finish her soup. so she thrust her bowl towards aysha. "bleh, your soup dont have pepper. not nice," aysha declines. so fai brings her bowl to the soup place to put some pepper in her bowl. she returns with a bowl of clumpy peppered soup. when aysha's eyes widened at the sight of the large amount of pepper floating in her soup, fai defended herself "i didnt know how much pepper you'd want!"

a looooong time later, their food finally arrive. there was a glint in fai's eyes as she cut up her pizza and tried to move one slice from the pan to her plate. however, her slice of pizza plonks onto the table. "you did not see that!" fai says, mighty embarrassed. the girls take their time to eat, struggling to finish up their last few bites of rather large servings. when they finally finished, the pizza hut girl cleared their plates and left them to sip on their cokes.

fai announces "i think im not full yet" (after a WHOLE pizza all to herself)

while crossing the road back to the office, fai points out to an ang moh and exclaims "he looks soo american!!"

after work, the three friends meet up once again to go to geylang together. at the mrt station, hanisah decides to pay her handphone bill at a SAM machine. having never used a SAM machine before, both aysha and fairuz eagerly take turns to touch the 'buttons' on the screen for hanisah. the screen then displays "key in amount due" and hanisah says to fairuz "$94.92 fai" so fai keys in the numbers 9, 4, 9 and 2, resulting in hanisah having to pay $9492.00!

"ninety four DOT ninety twoooo!!" hanisah panics.

after fai's latest bimbo of the day moment, the three girls get on the train towards paya lebar. unfortunately, they had to stand through an excruciating train ride with a quote thousand million unquote human beings, intermittent violent bumps and one unexpected gush of fart.

finally, the girls arrive at paya lebar and then make their way to tanjong katong complex. not so surprisingly, fairuz insists that she simply must get the $1 popcorn. she was most likely hungry again by that time.

all three girls were in the mood for teh tarik, so they headed to haig road for teh and satay. hanisah elected fairuz as satay orderer and simply said "order for me 3 mutton" followed by aysha who said "i want 3 chicken". off fairuz went. she came back to chat with her friends over teh while waiting for their satay. eventually the satay uncle came with a plate of 16 satays. (yes, fai had 10 satays all to herself on top of the popcorn and her ENTIRE pizza hut pizza from lunch.)

after eating, the girls then went their separate ways home and lived happily ever after.

the end



how can anyone disagree that fai is greedifying? i love you faii=) *hugs*

-aysha


Thursday, February 22, 2007

i got my user id!!! now work is kinda cool. i get to email real taxpayers. wow. the powerrrr

me and hanisah are addicted to sudoku. its what the today newspapers are for.

kla im too lazy to blog actually, im damn sleepy. just one last thing. i believe fai is rather greedy and will get FAT.





i love you faiiii

-aysha


Friday, February 16, 2007

my computer kind of died for a while. but it came back to life after my daddy fiddled about with it. so yes, i got fired. the moment i came home that night i straightaway applied for a million other jobs online and applied for a hospital attachment. the next day i received a reply from SGH *beams* and a call from RecruitExpress. woahoo. im so good at getting job offers. heh heh.

anyhoos. i had to go for an interview with recruit express the following day. so i dragged mama along, thinking that we cud go girly shopping afterwards. as i got ready nx morning, a woman calls me on my handphone. "is this sharifah aishah?"

"yeah? this is her.. who is this calling?"

i instantly got a job with IRAS (thanks to fai!) without even having gone to a single interview! man im good. after having been fired, i got mixed emotions. i thought id feel so happy and liberated from office hell, but i was kind of disappointed and upset to get let go of after getting used to the place. then i got the call from IRAS, the sadness tripled and far outweighed the happiness.

but then again the prospect of having a new moneymaking source again (and so soon) got me excited. and i was even more excited to hear that hanisah got the exact same job! its like bestfriend land at work now=)

i started on monday and finished my first week at work today. lunchtime is so pleasant now that i get real company (instead of pretending to be busy smsing a friend by pressing my hp keypad and tryna act all busy). me and hanisah have learnt quite a lot too.

i mean, when u see boring articles on the newspaper about government and finances, do u actually understand the words u read? i actually know what it means when they say tt tax relief for CPF contribution has gone down from 20% of $5000x12 to $4500x12 as of 2006. or something like that.

i know what a Form IR8A is. and i know all about GCR and PTR and QCR. i know how to calculate tax relief for rental income. even for properties with furnishings and repairs and maintenance and stuff.

only thing is i dont have my own user id and password to enter IRAS system. yet. ha

-aysha


Monday, February 05, 2007

today was my first full day in the office day. the work wasnt so bad.. ive gotten used to it. im the servant. i get it. the awful part was lunch. i have no idea where i can eat at raffles, so i went to that same coffee shop hanis brought me to previously..

i felt ricey so i found this stall selling nasi goreng so i say "nasi goreng satu"

"nasi goreng dabis, yang. tinggal nasi putih je.."

"die bitch die. how can nasi goreng habis when u have nasi putih?! goreng it!!"

ok no i didnt say tt, i thought it. what i said was "bolehlah"

and i just randomly pointed at 2 of the 3 dishes they sold. gah. it tasted like crap. but i almost finished the whole plate anyway. hungry. oh speaking of which i must be blimping up. i think i made a new years resolution to do situps every day this year but i think the last time i did was probably napfa last year. ha.

anyway. after my sad lonely lunch i went back to the office of airconland. and my boss comes to me and says "sharifah? just to let you know, tmr will be ur last day working with us."

rmb how i was talking about bad karma? God is out to get me.

-aysha


Friday, February 02, 2007

today on my way to work i made an interesting observation. there was this uncle standing directly in front of me in the train, butt facing me. and well, it was as flat as a piece of cardboard. like completely contourless. he didnt have any remote hint of a butt cleavage. but then again, all men have no butt. im guessing its usually just an extension of the thigh more than a real butt.

but say a man with a real butt, like fleshy perky butt.. he'd look odd too. men arent supposed to have jelly butts. and those victims of jelly man butt syndrome should learn to buy trousers a size too big to hide their jelly butts. ok why am i ranting about butts.

i heard this suede song in the office tt i used to love. now i love it again. i miss my girlfriends.

-aysha


Thursday, February 01, 2007

howdeyy. ok for some reason ive got really really bad karma or something. nothing seems to be going my way. damn i thought id be deliriously happy the first half of this year, celebrating my (well deserved) break from school. nyeahh.

first of all when i started work, i hated it. but then after a week or so i decided hey im gonna be rich. so i was fine with it. until my boss decided that for the second half of the day i had to go to the office to help out with their admin duties. initially i thought neheeeheh soemthing new! this shall be fun=) so the following week i went to the office like i was told.

i was introduced to about half a million people (imagine the number of handshakes i had to endure) and my first task of the day: data entry. woooo. terribly exciting. *rolls eyes* next task: photocopyy! even better! i was given a whole file to photocopy, sheet by sheet. and when i said 'huhh? the whole file??' the lady who made me do the photocopying said "hee hee why? too little ah?' !!!!!! and there wasnt even a countertop for me to keep track of which ones have been copied and which ones havent. so i improvised, and dumped them on this other machine thing. then my boss came to check on me. and said "sharifah, blablablabla.." (insert gasp) "oh no, please dont put these documents here.." she points to my machine countertop. "this is actually a shredder."

i could have died of embarrassment at my utter stupidity.

so anyway the office people bully me with all the mundane chores they'd rather not do, thus developing my growing hate for the office. let me elaborate with an example. a few days ago, i came to the office all cheery and keeping a positive attitude to finish up my day. little did i know that i was going to be very. very angry an hour later.

first task as usual was the lame ass data entry (which ive learnt to deal with by kicking my shoes off, sitting cross-legged on my chair, blasting music from my mp3 -to block out the telesales officers who keep saying hi can i speak to mr tan is this a good time to speak to u just a short service call neeneeneeeneeneee noise noise noise - and have my trusty coffee by my computer) anyway, on that fateful day, i finished the data entry bit pretty fast so there was ample time for my colleagues to BOMBARD me with more arduous chores. yippee.

so. disaster chore number one: filing!! i was firstly introduced to Mount Paper. there mustve been at least 2000 sheets stacked up in wobbly piles and stashed into a box. and my task was to sort out all the papers chronologically, dated from jan 1st to dec 31st 2006. and to my complete disgust, the papers werent even sorted according to month! i didnt only have to sort, i also had to punch holes in every sheet AND file them up in those huge bio ring files and separate each date with a divider and then label the files. give me history lessons any time. id have more fun.

so anyway. filing is effing HORRIBLE. i was givn a lame ass hole puncher tt cant punch to save it from the trash can, the ominous Mount Paper added on to my misery (and somehow worsened the back ache i was suffering from), i was friggin bored, tired, hungry, thirsty AND my poor butt was begging for mercy from the thong from HELL. i wanted to cry.

and then.

i found out that i had to spend the whole day at the office frm nx wk onwards. my eyes almost popped out of my head and there was the this-cannot-be! sound effect in my head.

i really wanted to cry.

-aysha


Friday, January 19, 2007

maybe because im naive beyond belief, going out to work and making friends with people older and more experienced than me have made me hugely afraid of being left to stand on my own two feet in the big bad world. i wudnt say im afraid of becoming independent.. in fact i look forward to being in control and learning to be more serious about responsibilities. my worry is of being left alone. i think im suffering a culture shock. from happyland of pocketmoney-receiving muggers to brutal help youself world.. im so relieved i get to go back to school first before brutalmania becomes a permanent lifestyle. i need my mommy and daddyyyy





miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.

-aysha


Friday, January 12, 2007

seeing as i am being tortured to the eventless days, working (yes, working) from behind a little desk, i have taken the opportunity to dust away the cobwebs of my almost dead blog and entertain myself(: to fill in the big gap left between the previous entry and this one, all i have to update is that i have finally finished the damned A Levels. *BEAMS* so since id rather not stay home and constantly think up of excuses as to why im too busy to learn how to cook a new dish, or to do housework, im hiding at work!

i was so excited the first day. wah. big girl go to work. after 3 days the novelty not only wore off, but the memory of it also disappeared. gosh, it seems whatever i do is never good enough, never fun enough or some other complaint. tsk tsk. if this job has taught me anything so far (havent been working a day over a month) it would be the secret to eating alone and not looking stupid. or at least holding one's head up and pretending to not be stupid. haha

oo did i blog abt braces. i am the official braceface. yes, hello(: today i got them changed to a thicker wire and lavendar donuts. very sweet girly. ha but the pain.. another story. im just hoping i can still chew when i get to go for lunch in approximately 20 minutes time. food. its usually the highlight of my day. where to eat? whereee to eat?? just thinking about it for half an hour each day keeps me more occupied than my duty as a customer service officer. hms.

better get used to it.

-aysha


Wednesday, January 03, 2007

i think i know what its like to be suffocated to death. we watch on tv and hear about insane people who smother their victims with pillows, cruelly cutting off their breathing. madly enough, ive tried imagining what it'd be like to be on some planet with no oxygen like say on Pluto or something. in cartoons, their heads get inflated and then pop. as of today, i have an inkling to what that sensation feels like.

i was sitting in the new handicap-friendly bus thinking about what i was going to wear to school tomorrow when the bus stopped outside high sing catholic. twenty thousand million SMELLY secondary school kids bustled into the bus, immediately cutting off fresh air supply. my head felt as though it was getting inflated.

if there were anything so smelly to the point of fatal, it would be the collective B.O.s of secondary school students after 2pm every weekday.

-aysha


Thursday, November 23, 2006

FINALLY!!! FREEDOMMM!!!!!!!!!

-aysha


Tuesday, August 29, 2006

oh no my brother this blog aint dead yet. latest update:
moritsha adams is on the vjc school staff

-aysha


Saturday, May 27, 2006

school. sucks. thank god for the holidays. the pace was too fast for my liking and thus aggravated my permanent headache. i am not. a happy girl. and well to add on to the blahness of school atmosphere, my beloved class is going nunu. oh yes. everyone is entitled to an opinion, and everyone's opinion is different. she hates her and he hates her and everybody hates him. what the hell is up with the hating schmating? some people can be so daft and incredibly immature. even primary school kids dont hold grudges. what is the world coming to.

on a lighter note, vjc soccer boys beat mjc. ooh yeahhhh(: (: (: brandon: you're a shining star!! excellent job! *mad grin* ha. oh yes. i love winning. oh and taylor beat katharine and won american idol. serves her right for taking my chris's place. =p

-aysha


Thursday, May 11, 2006

chris is out?!? wh whaaaaaaaaat?? what is wrong with america?? are u folks DEAF?? my chriiiiiis!!! stupid. stupid. stupid.

-aysha


Monday, April 10, 2006

helloooooo blog! im very much alive thankyou. i went for areobics yesterday morning. and we did some dance involving dumbells. recognise that this is an amazing feat for the weakling (yours truly) and applaud. (: im gonna get muscles. yups.

recently hanisah was mooning about her beloved raul. she decalred tt she wouldnt mind acting like a retard around him. "just as long as he remembers me.." she says dreamily. hanisahhh.. hanisah. *sigh* true love.

-aysha


Saturday, March 18, 2006

i achieved an all time record low of 4 smses sent in 24 hours.

hello. people? where are u guys?

*sniff*

-aysha


Friday, March 17, 2006

workout today baybee!

me vibha and nandini cycled frm ecp to 'almost changi' and back today. (and i almost ran over a chameleonnn yuckk) we were supposed to start at ten but some people decided to be late. and therefore some people owe me a treat. i saw a hairy back for the first time in my life today. it is freaky. anyway after cycling we made our way to parkway, and because we walked so slow we had to run to catch our bus. just a simple short chase after that bus almost killed me. gosh im so weak.

i changed my desktop background to a picture of me and my classmates. its pretty and all. but i look so kiddy next to lynette. and so unstylo next to bel. somebody boost my ego please.

-aysha


Sunday, March 05, 2006

i went out with my mommy yesterday. we had an ultra budget lunch at pizza hut hooha after which we went to cut our hair. i was hopingg that they could fix my retard fringe but alas it cannot be saved. im quite sad. anyway i just got the lady to trim my hair and she asked if id like to 'blow straight or curly?' she made my hair so pretty with cute bouncy curls all over(: im too gorgeous. haha

who wants to go gelare with me.

-aysha


Tuesday, February 28, 2006

i hope you don't mind..
i hope you don't mind..
that i put down in words..
how wonderful life is,
now you're in the world(:



how do u integrate y=tan{ln[1/(1+x)]} ?

-aysha


Monday, February 27, 2006

so i hear mama has a blog.

this means i have to revive mine. heehee. is it safe to presume that soon khala would own one as well? it shall be interesting to have a little insight to the daily activities of mama and khala(: along with virtual nagging, i suspect.

so today was bio common test and i screwed up real bad. i mug 7 chapters out of 8 then i only read evolution notes like once. and which essay question came out?? evolution!! byebye 20 marks. hello remedial.

school sucks. i complained to abah that the life of a teenager nowadays is so stressful and we suffer perpetual headaches. which is why i would love to drop out of school. just marry me off. i'll stay at home like my mommy. yup. thats the life. no more integration or genetic engineering or carbonyling. just homeee sweeeeeet homeee!

then he bursted my bubble and asked me 'so what if ur husband dies?'
choyyyyy

what only. im going to mug alrightttt. leave me alone already!

-aysha


Sunday, February 19, 2006

vday came and vday went..
happy belated birthday nadiah!!
hope she got the flower i sent her.. hms. i was sick the whole week so kinda missed out on all the lovee.. haha. today mohd came home with a surprise for me. a belated vday gift: a bag of famous amos cookies. aww hes too sweet(:

i just realised that i have effectively one week left before common tests and i have (still) barely started with revision. i. am. screwed.
happy birthday david!

-aysha


Saturday, February 11, 2006

we all knew we had to attend a wedding that night. still, fa, ameera and i went to geylang anywayy to get our skirts exchanged with bigger sizes. first faizah was late pakai tudung. so i had to wait after the fifth call of 'oi faster la can we go now?' then at the bus stop, i had to wait for the two of them a long time. why? cause faizah forgot her ezlink. heesh. met habib and baba in the bus and we all went together.

to cut the story short, ameera got a new skirt and i was stuck with the tight one. then habib belanje makan. thenn baba decided to go to miss saigon to chg her clothes (wic were also too small) and tts where i saw the beautiful baju i had to have. having good taste, faizah liked it too. hee. so baba decided to buy one for us each. aww. habib was quite happy to receive lucky draw coupons. he has his eye on the first prize: plasma screen tv.

so the three of us were late for tm. so after splitting with habib and baba we RAN to the mrt station and faizah the genius stepped in mud. and faizah the genius wore heels to GEYLANG. she can be so stupid sometimes. so we had to accompany her to the toilet. ameera stood by the door to make sure no one would come in to see faizah washing her feet in the sink. ew. i had the honour of pressing the tap for her.

so blabla we rushed to tm to buy a present for the bride. then we rush home to get ourselves changed, prettified and left late (as expected) and i looked hot (duh) haha. zahid looked so cute. and the pengantins were so manjely in love. haix. i want to get married too.

-aysha


Thursday, February 09, 2006

yoga was quite enjoyable. it was definitely ridiculous having to do so many retarded poses but after the whole thing i (quote) look so rejuvenated (unquote). however today i woke up to the searing pains all over my body. the sky is crying for my dying muscles. now how am i going to run 2.4 nx wk? chienwei has a thoery that singapore has a low birth rate because of napfa. apparently running lowers women's fertility rate. how can they force us to run its cruel!
faces of the year nominees: brandon and weiling

-aysha


Monday, February 06, 2006

happy birthday sharizal!

-aysha


Wednesday, February 01, 2006

faizah spent her sunday night at the beach with her family. not. fair. so. monday morning, me, mama and mohd went to the beach to search for khala and all as a surprise. we got lost and ended up having to call them to find them. so we sat and played and talked and rotted and pigged out and went to downtown east to play pool and had so much fun that we decided to sleep there too.

mama and me went home to get our tent and blankets and jackets and food and cards and alot of other things. i have never before in my life pitched a tent. until monday that is. its so easy la. anyway the tent was so small no one could breathe in there. except khali and mohd who slept there that night. i slept out in the open, under the stars with faizah and ameera.

and i nearly froze. it was so cold!!!

the next morning aman came to find us, bringing with him burgers and drinks. neheh. he was bored doing nothing at home. he was right to come. we played captain's ball and shrieked like the nutters we are. baba bought us a hammock. hammocks are too cool. ahaha. khali plonked me off the hammock once. hmphf. i wouldnt have minded so much if the ground wasnt so muddy!

faizah and i cycled to downtown east to buy suntan oil. so we napped under the sun, baking. faizah is a red lobster. and mama says im still a munjen. i so think im brown. shes just jealous. i need new glasses. anyone know where to get half frames that arent so wiiiide?

i ponned cross country today. got a fever last night and still feel lousy. to feel happy or not to feel happy. hm. i went to the polyclinic to get an mc and my doctor was a man doctor. a young chinese man doctor. he was quite cute la. agh. i dont want to have to give up my doctor dream. it looks so fun to be a doctor. haix. but that's a lynette thing. doctors have to be freakobraniacs. right lyn? haha

-aysha


Saturday, January 28, 2006

im radiating heat all over. feel like soaking in a bathtub full of cold water to bring my temperature down. im not supposed to be sick today! why couldnt the fever wait till wednesday?? i dont. want to run.
happy birthday athene! may u stumble over luck repeatedly thanks to ur many
green possessions. haha.
i think i might be growing out of metal. ive been listneing to slow emo songs lately. theyre nicer to listen to while lying ard. i need some kind of music player. badly.

memoirs of a geisha is lovely.

-aysha


Sunday, January 22, 2006

i decided to blog a bit today since its been such a long time. i just have so many things to do that i barely have time to even sleep. so blogging was the least of my concerns. i went for chingay practice the whole of yesterday and i need to announce that the costume is ugly beyond all reason and im going to be humiliated on tv. chingay practice takes up so much time and now im physically drained. i hate being physically drained. thinking of tmr's 2period pe with mr seet makes me want to cry.

happy birthday aqmar and nawal!

and happy belated birthday to amal(:

-aysha


Tuesday, January 03, 2006

yeah im chatting with my mum love you maa haha how dare u not love my song too.

so tiringgg go to sch after so long. i was super sleepy the whole dayyy and i screwed up my physics paper. nyeaw. showed off my new baby to the whole world!! hanisah your reaction damn power laa! wahaha behold the minah of the year..

tmr after bio tutorial im so crashing orientation. search for aisha, whole day dint see her. wanna do whiney2 and playyy before we're doomed to disgusting year2ness full of tests and mock exams and block tests and bladeeda.

oh and i saw one chinkymamaa then the other one missing.. haha im going to miss those toots!! and kuek. hoodeehoo. okay my maths file awaits.

-aysha


Saturday, December 31, 2005

happy fifteenth birthday to my lovely darling farahlalalala!!



i have a mosquito bite under my chin. its so hard to scratch. free.styler. im in love with an egreeting i found. http://www.egreetings.com/display.pd?bfrom=1&prodnum=3057357&path=32405&va=1 cuteeee!

-aysha


Tuesday, December 27, 2005


that. is mine.

-aysha


Thursday, December 22, 2005

fai is a mama watermelon tak mandi

-aysha


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

today i feel like talking about my brother.

hes such a comical character tt boy. he thinks life is about buying new games and finishing them in three hours each, watching mummies and embalming stuff on discovery channel, eating like a pig cause he thinks hes the only growing person in the family (while he watches everyone else STARVE) and thinking to himself everynight tt the aircon is never cold enough (which is why he turns the fan on as well, then he rolls himself into his quilt like hes the crab meat in a sushi).

just today when i was planning on going somewhere with him, i brought up many rejected suggestions among which included "i know! lets go to central and get ur hair cut!" his reply was he'll cut it next week when he looks like hes got an afro.

he really is a bright, intelligent boy actually. he learns things very quickly and it never frustrated me to teach him the timestables when he was small. (unlike with mohd, but tts a diff story) so anyway, even though hes smart and all, i sometimes wonder if hes just plain immature (still) or he simply has no aspirations for his future.

this morning, he saw me preparing my work for today and he asked me "are u studying?" with such disbelief and disapproval. so i said "yes, i actually do study. maybe u should too. then u can be smarter than everyone else when ur teacher actually covers tt topic in school next year. like with ur factorisation."

the story behind factorisation was when i temporarily became his maths tutor last year after Os. i got bored of the sudden nonstudying season so i taught him his sec2 stuff. so yeah. he was a pro in class. like i said earlier, hes smart. so blablabla he got on the dean's list this year.

so back to this morning. "yes, i actually do study. maybe u should too. then u can be smarter than everyone else when ur teacher covers tt topic next year. like with ur factorisation." he looks at me like im a complete moron who just claimed that mohd is cute. "no!" he says. "if im smart, teachers will expect too much from me. like if teachers expect nothing from me, when i dont passup my homework they wont scold me" *insert satisfied grin*

*sigh* perhaps i should just let him rot in his room playing doom3 for the thousandth time. hopefully he'll grow up someday and realise that he has to do something about his attitude.. so in the meantime i'll just live in his gay presence and endure his neverending talk. hes so full of stories and ideas. his favourite thing to bug me with is his 'what if' things.

"sha."
"what if.."
"one day u wake up and u find urself strapped onto a bed of nails and a huge razor sharp blade is about to slice u in half and the only way to stop it is to press the button thats somewhere in between the nails ur legs are on??"

or.

"what if mama is not at home for one whole week, then u run out of underwear?"

"what would u rather have? a new handphone or an electric guitar?"


i thought this what-ing thing dies off when a child grows up. mohd is supposed to be the inquisitive one who questions each and every thing that happens.

curious. veeery curious.

-aysha


Monday, December 19, 2005

hello blog(:
im alivee. too lazy to follow up the tutor story now.
she was being an evil and cunning thing on tt day when she finally came 15mins late.

anyhoos. went out w fa on sat. and got my earrings at last!!! YAY happyhappy! cant wait to show lynette!!!!

and yest wedding. again.

and today waste timeee. watch tv, chat, watch monsters inc. barely finished a single chapter of chem. how am i gonna pass.. urgh. cant focus without the presence of a functional phone. im sure of it. its not helping tt i have a hideous pimple right smack in the middle of my forehead. pui.

-aysha


Friday, December 16, 2005

happy birthday hafiz!!

-aysha


Thursday, December 15, 2005

i just received another sms from her!!
she postponed to 6!
SIX BLOODY OCLOCK!

excuse me lady who do u think i am?! just cause im still schooling and abt 30 years younger than you doesnt mean u can push me around and go back on ur promises! my father freaking PAYS you to tutor me so tt i can learn the most frm ur stupid biochem experience which means u must come when my brain is able to soak in information not when im gg to be all sleepy and not in the mood at SIX in the evening!

does it not cross ur filthy little mind that i might have made other plans and tt i dont sacrifice an entire day for YOU to decide which time u want to come and keep delaying and delaying. i have my own bloody things to do too missy. if i really were actually talking to you i might have just knocked on ur head! dont. mess with me!

RAHHH

-aysha

so i get an sms at abt 3pm today saying 'i will be coming for tuition at 5'
5???
first u say three, then u chg to four. now five???

AND THEN.

shes not here by 5.10.
so i call her up. 'where are u?'
"blablablablablabla late blablabla 5.30 blablabla"

5 freaking 30?!

shes going down.

-aysha

happy birthday kadir(:

-aysha


Wednesday, December 14, 2005

i have a huge crush on the hot pink motorola razr.

-aysha

aman and aysha are happily sitting on the sofa watching cartoons on tv. all of a sudden, mohd rings the bell..

mohd: assalamualaikum!!
aysha: w'salam (gets up to open the gate)
aysha: nah (passes keys to mohd)
mohd: open for me laaa idiot!!
aysha: neh, too lazy. u do it. (puts keys on the floor)
upon hearing that, aman decides to join the conversation..
aman: sha why u so bad? why cant u open the gate for him?
mohd: ur such an idiot la!
aman: you're an idiot! what did i do?
mohd: i was talking about aysha la not you! idiot.
aysha: dont call him an idiot.
mohd: YOU are the idiot! (opens gate and lets himself in)

fai, arent u happy u dont have to live through that every other day? *sigh*

-aysha


Tuesday, December 13, 2005

i think. i hate my chem tutor. shes so bodoh k today i expected her at 3pm cause she said tuesday at 3 but when i sms her what does she say??? oh tuition on thursday at 4 i swear i cant stand her RAH anddd. she always comes for tuition late!!

i mean i know la u tired cause everyday work then only got one day off to come and tutor me but PLEASE la make plans promise to come at one time dont be so late can! she comes not like 5 mins late but like 30 to 45 mins late!! so bloody irritating. dalah dunno how to keep promise she come and laugh at me cause i 'dont know how cracking occurs'. not funny k! theres no bloody shit to know abt cracking other than its the catalytic breakdown of useless alkanes to shorter chain alkenes at high bloody temperature!! i know my stuff! how DARE she laugh at me!

bodoh shit pangsai head think she so smart got biochem degree then work as a security guard! i LAUGH at her then she know. and now. i got no time for physics. and then all the bodoh bkstores in sg dun sell chem A level texts. WHAT only. and my worm of a phone is nonfunctional, it bloody hangs and shows me the volume screen i dont bloody want to know the volume if it'd just effing WORK!! i have 18 received msgs and i cant read a single one. woo handphone. DIE

i MUST go shopping asap. im so totally frustRATED.

-aysha

happy birthday to bel and benjy!!

-aysha


Saturday, December 10, 2005

actually.
i miss a lot of things.
i miss nandini.
i miss tk.
i especially miss drama.
which means i miss mr connor and the drama girls and the drama seniors and the drama jrs and getting bubblegum off my butt and walking along a pretend beach and seeing something shiny in the water while the entire club laughs right in my face oh and the chinky twins advising me not to pon lectures when they obviously do so and i miss playing masak masak and makeuping and i miss faizah and im out of energy.

-aysha

i believe im sick of weddings. i wouldnt mind if i had the money to buy new outfits for each wedding though. and every time i go for a bloody wedding faizah is not there with me. i miss that stupid girl. she used to be always there for me when i needed or even wanted her but now shes so busy with her bodoh school and im jealous tt i dont get attention. FA I MISS YOU!! you hear me?!

*sigh*

-aysha


Saturday, December 03, 2005

today is my blog's first birthday(:

its been a year already. so fast. when i started this blog i was worrying if i could make it to my dream jc. and now tt im at last a victorian, i ask myself.. did i make the right choice? so many things have happened.. i must say its been an eventful year. with loads of ups and even more downs.. haha.

-aysha


Thursday, December 01, 2005

happy birthday to wara!!

i had such a lovely day celebrating with the birthday girl, fai and vib!! so funn! to bad hanisah had to miss it.. fai, me and wara planned on meeting at 9 in the morning outside school but ended up meeting at 10am.. surprise surprise.. haha. dropped by 7-11 to get sandwiches and fishballs and walked all the way to the beachhh!

we quickly found a spot and stripped to our swimming clothes and jumped into the water. it was high tide and sooo lovely!! loads of fun being crazy, laughing and drinking saltwater by accident. it drizzled for awhile but before long the sun came back up. then wara the bimbo pointed to the sky and asked "is that the moon??"

i left fai and wara in the water to get my camera and gave vibha a quick call. so vib left home to get wara's birthday cake at parkway. so then i started to madly take pics and played in the water some more. when vib arrived we cut wara's surprise cake and creamed each other.

we cleaned up abit and played bridge in the hot sun. fai and vib were so scared of getting dark so they left to shower while me and wara baked in the sun. haha we must do tt again soon!! im really much browner now!! yayyy! fai took pics of me and wara showering. haha crazy girl.

we then had lunch at komalas. so filling. felt like puking afterward cause i was so bloated. fai and wara then decided to buy shorts. i was so tired by then.. prolly cause of the after effects of yesterday's gym trip. yes, gym. haha.

slept all the way home after cycling. now i really gotta sleep. goodnight.

-aysha


Tuesday, November 29, 2005

me: hello, lovely to meet you! how would u like me to address you?
chem tutor: oh anything.. teacher..?

i told her all about my chem retardedness and made her go through chem bonding with me. its true. its really true. im a total retard. at the end of the lesson, i walk her to the gate and thank her. my mum comes to say goodbye..

mum: so how is she (referring to me) with her work?
chem tutor: oh well.. i guess i can say she has good attitude..

in other words im a complete dumdum! GRR

oh btw
happy birthday to muhammad!! (happy now.)

-aysha


Sunday, November 27, 2005

yes ive been to a thousand and one weddings and other events that are eventually related to said weddings which altogether means that ive been surrounded by truckloads of gorgeous girls, some of which are too lovely to hate and get all jeaous of therefore its been a painful recentness and im looking at pictures of these beautiful girls, simply to make my life even more miserable than it already is i want to be pretty!

ok yups, im done. i have a hot date now. with methylbenzene. 2-nitromethylbenzene, to be precise.

-aysha


Sunday, November 20, 2005

wow, its been awhile since ive gotten to use the internet at all! btw, happy belated birthday to aunty amy!!

i got to watch harry potter on the 16th! wahahaha i loved it! but faizah kept spoiling it for me cause she was giggling at how 'voldemort looks like a perverted apek'. whatever. they cut out loads from the REAL story but then everything looked like how i imagined it to be so tts good(:

on thursday we had 05S21 class chalet. my first chalet ever! yes, pathetic isnt it? we met up bright and early to go ntuc shopping. the trollies were overflowing! we even had a trolley where everyone just dumped their bags in and isaac ended up pushing tt trolley ard. shopping in a group of like 20 takes up way too much time. and it didnt exactly help tt zheng hao refused to allow us to buy 'unnecessary things' like ketchup.

anyways we got to aloha abt an hour earlier than mr lim so we hung ard at the reception playing taiti and bridge while listening to lyn's shuffle (which is full of nonsense songs plus the ocassional lovelies) so wen mr lim finally came we all started unpacking and strangely, the people in the kitchen were all boys. haha. brandon made such lovely spaghetti!! brandon is such a good catch. haha. anways, lynette, isabel, meiyian and me were trying to make crab meat sushi. while jolencia and wenny stopped by to eat the seaweed.

im never making sushi again. a gang of mahjong kakis began to form and they sat at tt table playing mahjong and eating ruffles all day. well they stopped to peep at the barbecue later tt night i guess. tt was fun. i didnt know u could barbecue stuff with honey. honey coated sausages just sounded repulsive at first. i love marshmallows. oh. wen the barbecueing was all over, yao quan decided to set the place on fire. haha.

mama nagged at me to leave by abt 8pm. the earliest out of the entire class. but then i missed the 8.15 bus. so i had to wait for the next bus, at 9.55. haha. came home quiiite late and then i was never happier in my life to see my bed. only to wake up early again the following morning. to get ready and tidy up the house abit since i was expecting about fourteen people (from vjc mcs) to come visiting.

9.30am only 6 ppl turn up. haha. says alot about the mcs ppl. so everyone ate and took pics and stuff. then we waited for didi and my mum decided to humiliate me by bringing out my baby photos album. gah. we spent the entire day at each others' houses eating, rotting and being total camwhores. quite fun(: but as usual i had to leave earliest.

yep but tt night i slept late again. and then i had to wake up early the next day too. for hana's wedding!!! ohh it was so lovely! the whole ballroom was decorated so prettily with tealights and gorgeous white linen. it was simply wow. *sigh* i'd love to get married too.

i was one of the three girls at the reception table inviting ppl to sign the guestbook and giving out parking coupons. had to salam a million and one ladies who kept interrupting my conversation with fatmah and farah about lollies and lubna. oh the food was nice. except for the dry fried rice. bleh. but the chocolate fudge cake was gLorious. i think i ate at least five thousand of those. hee. hana is so beautiful. and she looks so cute with abdullah. what with their gay poses for the camerawoman. haha.

so i slept late last night too. see im fully utilising m time nowadays(: but then i wasted all of today reading hanis's sophie kinsella collection. harrypotter is on tv now. shall watch it once aman's friends leave my gummy beared dining.

happy birthday to my lovely shabeena!

-aysha


Tuesday, November 15, 2005

i rmb thinking tt i HATED, LOATHED and DETESTED pw to very great extents. but now that its over theres this tiny hollow feeling.

i wonder if it applies to physics. i cant stand it. but will i miss it? hms.

i think im the most busy ive ever been all my life! i have SOOOO many things to do and i cant possibly squeeze it all into one week! im totally running out of time i think im doomed.

speaking of doom, my brothers just bought the game doom3. i need to try it soon. hee. tt one must make time for. tmr night harry potter sneak preview!! WEE! i get to witness the first show in sg! hooha. im gonna spoil it for as many ppl as i possibly can. *evil grin*

hanis has been supplying me with her extensive collection of sophie kinsella novels. now, when am i supposed to finish reading all of them? and complete tutorials? and revise a thousand chapters? and remain socially active?

i have at last decided which phone i want to get. yay. i just hope i DO get it instead of it being the usual unfulfilled fantasy. *sigh*

im starving

-aysha


Thursday, November 10, 2005

OP IS OVER!!!!
i just have to hand in my i&r tmr and i'll be free from pw FOREVER. then i can laugh at my little juniors next year who have to suffer the same fate. nenene

my REAL insights & reflections

i believe. that pw is a means of forcing friends upon every student. i started the year of pw with 4 ppl that i (obviously) didnt know well. and furthermore they could have been ppl tt i might nvr have thought of getting to know. but since i was stuck with them anyway, i eventually HAD to befriend them. not to say they're iffy people. but nobody is good friends with everyone right. what are the odds tt these ppl wud've been my close friends?

so yah this is such a lousy i&r but i think tt the only thing i learnt from pw was to tolerate behaviours of others tt i might not like. plus i now have 4 more bitchmates(:

actually, im a bit sad tt pw is almost over. im gonna miss going all the way to school to see the same faces and rehearse the bloody op and complain about people we dont like. haha. to think tt half my jc life is nearly gone. i am so OLD! ok im bored of i&r-ing.

-aysha


Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Satu Hari Di Hari Raya

Satu hari di Hari Raya
Ku lihat cahaya bersinar indah
Langit cemerlang tak terkira
Tanda kuasa yang Maha Esa
Memberi nikmat pada manusia

Satu hari di Hari Raya
Ku dengar irama yang sungguh indah
Ku coba mendekati padanya
Kira irama itu adalah
Suara pujian pada yang Esa

Satu hari di Hari Raya
Aku menangis tanda gembira
Aku menangis tanda ku cinta kepadaNya

Satu hari di Hari Raya
Ku lihat wajah suci ibuku
Ku lihat wajah kasih ayahku
Ku gembira
Mungkin inilah dia kebahagiaan

-aysha


Monday, October 31, 2005

selamat tinggal ku ucapkan kepada Bahasa Melayu
tidak akan ku menulis sebarang karangan lagi
walau sekalipun
sepanjang umurku

(translation: good riddance to the malay language.
i wash my hands off you and
i'll never write another malay essay in my life HAH)

i finally took the lastest malay exam in my entire life (i hope) and i must admit i thought it was quite. a breeze. HAH ego boost! i finished the paper abt half an hour early. so i had alot of time to do people watching. and well, since the invigilators may suspect me of cheating if i stared at my peers, i stared at them instead. and a specific lady caught my attention..

she had a very strange haircut. it was cut straight all round thus making it appear very unnatural. and she had awfully long bangs. her glasses were the old fashoined sort, big lenses and gold frames. she had an uncanny resemblance to moaning myrtle frm harry potter. i suspected she still is a miss at her probable mid-thirties.

i spent a good half hour scrutinising her ridiculous outfit. she was clad in a blouse and a long skirt. sounds simple enough. but let me go into detail. her white short sleeved blouse was rather loose and looked like something out of the store for grannies. which is way past her age.

her skirt, on the other hand, was not exactly full length, neither was it 3/4. it was pulled high up and tightly wrapped around her waist by a visible length of elastic band. her socks, were pulled up way past her ankles but not high enough to be hidden beneath her maroon skirt. thus, revealing an inch of skin on each leg.

sadly, her shoes were in no state to compensate for the rest of her outift. i was suddenly reminded of the reality tv show extreme makeover.

after a while, she began to roam around the hall to watch us. since i was so free i kept my eyes on her. as she walked past me, i nearly gasped in horror at her skirt. upon closer inspection, i discovered the repulsive embroidery all over the lacy material.

just by looking at her i could imagine her voice in my head. it was a soft whimpering sort of voice. the kind of teacher the brutal school boys would dare to throw tables at.

i wondered if she has a boyfriend..

-aysha


Sunday, October 30, 2005

its strange how i persevered with those cookies and managed to eventually emerge successful.

doesnt seem to apply to 2.4km run..

-aysha

oh. my. gosh.

i just spent 4 most gruelling hours in my life in the kitchen earlier. making stupid cookies. it is so tedious i felt like giving up the moment i began.

firstly the weighing scale decided to go bonkers on me and i had to keep correcting the zero error. i think i spent a good ten mins just measuring out the butter, sugar and flour. that didnt quite tick me off. yet.

the making of the dough part wasnt a problem. i placed some dough on the board thingit and started to roll it with the rolling pin thing. and that. was when i decided i made a horrible decision when i chose to make those dumb cookies.

i tried desperately to roll the dough out as evenly as possible, comforted only by the presence of my mother. (she tried to be encouraging but i saw right through it) so next i used the little cutter things to make little stars and flowers and hearts of dough. and attempted to scoop them onto the tray.

bad bad outcome. i declared myself hopeless and was on the verge of giving up. why should i subject myself to such kitchen horrors? but my mom insisted that i keep trying cause as cliche as it may sound, practice makes perfect. so i obeyed.

and spent 4 bloody hours on that stupid task. at least it tasted good. but the conclusion is, i will see to it that each and every person who steps into my house for hari raya WILL eat those cookies and they WILL compliment me for it. yups.

yes im done.

-aysha

i miss school.

ok no, let me rephrase. of course i dont miss school.

i miss s21. yeah. i see 4 of them regularly though. but the rest of them seem to be so faraway. like hiding behind the windows of the v17 classroom.. or standing outside the bio lab.. or being god knows where.. sometimes online but 'busy'. i demand an outing.

i know this is a stupid thing to update about but i feel like the scab has somewhat taken up so much of my attention. its taking me so much effort to not pick on it. i'll miss it when it falls off. hah.

i very dont like a certain somebody right now. not that i havent hated said person since nearly forever. but its just peaking right now.

im gg to bake now. satu hari di hari raya.. kulihat blablabla.. (im useless at malay so i hum.)

-aysha


Monday, October 24, 2005

the scab on my knee is shrinking and stretching the skin along with it. i havent had a scab in a very long time. forgot how much i like its smell..

had a lousy and rather pointless malay lesson this morning. i think i might be anti-social to a certain extent. oh no. anyways. i had pw after tt and well. im supposed to still be doing pw right now. op rehearsal is on wednesday and i really shouldnt be slacking anymore. *sigh*

went to the lovely treehouse to play bridge again this afternoon. replacing wara with hari followed by faiz. after which we got caught. -_-' tan yew hwee gave us a mini lecture and shoo-ed us out of our own school.

so hanisah, vibs and me walked out of school to stand at the overhead bridge and bitch about teachers in general. i know tt this blogging about teachers thing is supposedly illegal blablabla i can get sued blablabla so i just wont mention names anymore. but teachers do take note, we students are only human. we dont really mean any harm. but sometimes you really irritate us that we have to resort to fantasizing about your deaths. its sadistic, i know. but im not the only one.

-aysha


Saturday, October 22, 2005

ha. i have to be in school in about an hours' time and im sitting in front of my computer playing mafia boss. wonderful. hees. i think i might get addicted to tt game..

the little wound on my knee is scabbing. and the pus-ing has stopped.. but its still ugly.

so i saw faizah's picture on friendster. bloody hell i flipped when i saw it. haha. tts not called frothy, lady. tts called curly. but it doesnt look as natural as before ): ohwells. will take some time getting used to, tt short hair. i wants to see!

ok i need to pack my stuff. pw after the uni admission talk. bleh. may sopranos_I rise above the rest and remain a superpower for the rounds to come!! haha ok tt was totaly redudnant.

-aysha


Wednesday, October 19, 2005

the only reason i bothered waking up this morning to go to school was simply because i was the one who printed a copy of the written report. since the deadline was today and im a responsible groupmate i decided to turn up for school and hand in our excellent piece of work. however, tt was all i did today. i popped into gp lesson after rotting with the class in the canteen. then my hp cocked up. again. and jolencia was extra irritated by it. haha..

so we decided we needed new phones. we dumped our stuff in the chior rm and attempted to happily walk out of school by the main gate. unfortunately the guard stopped us and i stupidly admitted to being a year one. so jolencia and i went to the big gate behind t-block to escape. haha. this is the ridiculous bit. jolencia managed to climb the gate with utmost ease. so i thought 'hey cant be tt hard..' so i tried next. and landed on my knees after being clearly instructed to land on both feet. haha.

yups so we went to pwae and walk2ed ard and went into every single hp shop there was. both of us are totally in love with e720c. but apparently abah was right. it is obsolete. the lady at hello! said tt e720c is being replaced by e730c tts y all hp shops got no more stock of e720c. shucks. even if they have like a few phones left for sale, theyre this icky grey colour.

blabla was heartbroken yadida went to macs to read while jolencia studied chinese. and then a rude little man decided to help himself to a seat at our table.
"hi im not gg to ask u to buy anything. just wanna advertise... blablablabla 70 dollars blablabla no need to buy blablabla FREE blablabla.."
*bored expressions on our faces*
"no need to buy blablablabla so if u guys want i'll be ard here ok?" then he cheerfully walks away. quite irritated tt he wasnt affected by our obvious lack of interest in his shit story.

oh today i buka in the bus.

-aysha


Thursday, October 13, 2005

so i had to go to geylang again today. long tiring day there. and as my mum and i were queueing up for air kathira i happened to be standing right next to aaron aziz. and the lady at the counter was quite. excited. haha.
got to play playstn at vibs place today. at last(:

-aysha


Tuesday, October 11, 2005

im baaaaack!!

yesyes promos ended last friday not today but i only started blogging again today cause i dunno.. i dont think i like blogging very much anymore.. i have games to play movies to watch places to go novels to read the bed to sleep on and i'd really rather do all tt than rant about nothing in particular to myself when i can actually do tt in my own head without sharing all my thoughts with the public. but then i kinda miss it. my tagboard is so dead. haha.

before promos, mugging period was disaster disaster all the way and just as i thought it couldnt get worse the real promo papers were so disgusting tt terming it disaster would be an understatement. yup. so basically life was hellish and i was perpetually sleepy and irritable and at the verge of giving up hope.

now tt the papers are over the hope has really disappeared. bye bye S papers. hah. so yeah. havent done much since friday's freedom. did a whole lot of sleeping (which was undescribably glorious i must add) and sims have come back into my life(: rediscovering the joys of sitting in front of the computer and playing brainless games tt amuse me for a while.. thanks to faizah i now realise tt sims give birth to babies in diapers. its so cute. hah.

i have a feeling im gg to be visiting the library quite often now.. since its ramadhan and im going to be bored silly anyways.. been getting insane urges to bake. very unlike myself. oo speaking of bake, i have a whole stash of cookies and brownies hidden within the depths of my room. haha.

went to town w fai yesterday. met her right after her paper and we walked around the entire of orchard. learnt a fair deal about orchard yet again. hehe. yups, watched corpse bride (quite sweeeet!) and went to hmv. fai was looking for cartoons (but sadly to no avail) and i saw ghost reveries. 47 effing bucks. ouch. anyways, then we cudnt resist the temptation to buy cookies. so yeah. i spent about ten bucks on them. talk about splurge.

haha and after tt physically draining trip to town i had to meet my family at geylang. ew. more walking but this time with boring and unengaging sights. hehe. buka puasa at the mosque near hotel 81. hee. and prayed maghrib there. quite an experience. i found the chorusing of the 'aaaamiiiin' lovely(: must go again.

well. right now my shoulders are aching so badly. i have no idea why. ashraf said it could be a ghost sitting on my shoulders. i think i dont like him very much today..

-aysha


Thursday, September 22, 2005

i met a tramp today.

a real tramp.

he couldnt have been anything else, really. there i was standing at the bus stop happily miding my own business smsing my mom and he appears. and stares at me. through his goggles. u know those science lab type of goggles? yeah those. and he was being nowhere remotely near discreet. then he picks up his bags and puts it on the bench. and stares at me some more. then he fidgets. and places his bags near the roadside. and stares at me some more.. notice the trend..? yeah. so the bus takes a long time to arrive and i get maha uncomfortable.

twenty minutes later..
the bus arrives and i gladly hop on. only to be followed by the tramp. i find myself a seat and continue minding my own business. but the tramp.. he decides to follow me. and he starts shoving a two-dollar note in my face. and i was thinking.. what the hell does he want? is he donating money to me? dahaha. so i assumed he was asking for change and well, i didnt have any. so he starts shoving the two-dollar note into all the other passengers faces. and no one seems to want to entertain him. which is no surprise since he was being so rude.

so he went back to the front of the bus where the bus driver seemed to be having a monologue. every single person in the lower deck turned their heads to watch the commotion. every one. even the ones right at the back were craning their necks to get a glimpse of the action. (ok except this one lady who was asleep) what a kaypo society we live in.

the tramp gets off at the next stop and flings his bags onto the bus stop and slams the dustbin till it fell over and rolled about. and even as the bus was moving away, kaypo passengers were still watching the tramp let off steam in silence..

i wonder what his name was.

-aysha


Sunday, September 18, 2005

nah fai. amek kau. an entry specially for u.

the reason my blog has been inactive for awhile (okay a long while) is because
1) there really is nothing interesting to blog abt right now since my life is revolving around the same old thing ie revision and i dont think anyone is interested in the details of my boring schedule
and 2) even if there was anything interesting maybe it just isnt suitable for public viewing(:

so there you have it. i. have. no. life.
and i do not. have dengue thanks.

and i hate. chemistry.
and the doong dong chang better shut up.

-aysha


Friday, September 09, 2005

i am so extremely itchified i cant concentrate on anything i do because half the time im trying to scratch myself i hope i dont get dengue exams are coming and i need to be healthy *scratch scratch* or actually i dont mind being sick and skipping exams oh wait no i need to get pormoted so i have to be healthy enough to study *scratch scratch* and prepare to avoid geog oh by the way
happy birthday to jolencia!!
my mum insists on buying the exact same radio as khala's because its cheap. abah's theory is tt mama wants a radio tt switches stations on its own and skips the cds. daha. *scratch scratch*

-aysha


Monday, September 05, 2005

oo somebody pinch me.
went out on saturday.
and on sunday.
and today.
and promos are in 28 days.

pinch me.

-aysha


Wednesday, August 31, 2005

hellooooo blog(:

look who's back nahaha
ya so like ive been ultra busy and ultra tired andwell i dont have much int time to work with in the first place so yah. excuuuse me u impatient readers.

so today was teachers' day celebration(: concert in sch was fairly tolerable. couple of vids, photo slideshow and mr chow cross dressing again (this time wearing just boobs and a skirt) haha.. oo and athene's baked goodies! jiawei's specs got smashed. his right eye got eyepatch. looks cool. hehe. yea so nothing happened in vj la basically..

we all went tk and 4/2 '04 was extra-ly early. cause they were lip synching their gay teachers' day song. aha. anyhoos. it was effing hot in tk.. like. no aircon in the hall.. gah. after the whole concert thing and the mini phototaking session us bimbos had we did one tk philosophy and went round saying hi to our jrs.

then went staff rm to search for teachers. i only spoke to mrs shirley hoe. no one else was there. no one else worthy of conversation at least. then i saw CIKGU ZAIN. i tried desperately to run away and HIDE MY FACE. but there was no escape. hanis, fai, hanisah, didi, vib and me ended up talking to him under a payung thing and fai the whore announced my wonderful Olvl hml grade. i wanted to die. disappear. melt. i swear i imagined strangling her and choking her to death.

fai ur lucky i love u.

so anyway cikgu was like "oh awak eh yang dpt e8. ydan fjkg tuiw fjan fal..." *muffled noises i cudnt make out due to extreme mortification*

fai u owe me SO much.

so lets stop this horrible recount. after taking photos with him we went pwae to waste some time. oh we went swensens. then fai ran off. back to school. u slenger bacin. to of course see her beloved loli man. *shakes head* the rest of us walk walk walk waste time then at last balik and i had a nice long ride home w hanis(: at least hanis LOVES me, fai. im going to be mad at you forever! consider urself lucky and very loved if loli doesnt get a call from me.

okbye

-aysha


Friday, August 12, 2005

it was just my imagination (once again) running away with me
it was just my imagination running
away
with me
all the world's a stage
and the men and women merely players

-aysha


Tuesday, August 09, 2005

went to watch dim sum dollies at esplanade on sunday. nothing too fantastic. made me miss drama and connor-ness even more.. sigh. took a million retarded photos with faizah. attracted way more attention than necessary.. haha.

yesterday was a half day. and i was walking around school in vibha's supertight punjabi suit. more stupid photos(: met fai after the celebration. swensen's has this offer where nearly all their sundaes are $4. so i gave in to temptaion. had a cookie summit even though i already had a bad throat. haha. but it was four bucks after all..

so today's a holiday. happy birthday singapore. if i was in a somewhat ok mood i'd be singing national day songs. but.

well everyone's mad at me. and i just feel awful in general. just thought i'd give this lifeless blog an update.

-aysha


Saturday, July 30, 2005

it took me six months to get used to vj life. maybe i become more wary of my surroundings as i grow older.. i mean. tk was like an instant home.

i think perhaps i think too much. its quite a burden to have a lot on your mind and no one you could really talk to. they say its a girl thing. girls need to talk it out to feel better. and yeah i think its true. cause everyday that i keep this to myself it just eats me from inside and it gets harder to live with it. but theres little else i could do. there is no other option.

my playing days are nearly over. abah took the liberty of reminding me that my self-declared mugging period begins next week. not a pleasant thought. strangely, i feel ready to start focussing. its about time anyway. the worst thing that can happen to me is failing every paper for promos and end up taking geogrpahy next year. (my love for geography cannot be explained with words)

i feel distant.
have i been keeping a distance from you?

i think i have. and i dont know why.


i need a good read. now.

-aysha


Saturday, July 23, 2005

ive expected weekly sunday updates of this inactive blog to become the norm since the term began.. since im so busy with so many things -_-' however since im free today (no cip-cause i dont feel too fab) i decided to sit and type for a bit. i signed up for interhouse captain's ball with athene on monday.. then lyn and athene joined the lunch-with-fai thing.. vibha was there too.. forgot where hanisah was.. anyways. we were eating at bk. and vibha's life changed forever(: more about that later.. haha..

tuesday was the last rehearsal for tarian. and i was still clueless about the last part of the dance where i have to fling a gay umbrella around. i think i have a newfound addiction to chocolate ice-blend bubble tea. its like i have to buy at least one a day..

i was supposed to go for track on wednesday and meet hanis but i couldnt get out of guitar.. luckily too. they were choosing positions for everyone in the nibouri ensemble. THANK GOD i got prime. wee! i fell sick on wed. sniffling everywhere i went. irritating.

so i felt all icky and stuffs so i ponned school on thursday. cut my hair after i went to the clinic. its a disaster now. stupid i-dont-speak-engish hairdresser. so much for being budget. slept at home until the afternn. after wic i went to school anyway. felt this responsibility to at least turn up for tarian rehearsal. blah. i didnt wanna screw up the performance rightt.

yesterday i went to school. cultural fiesta. hate hate. anyhoos. i ponned all lessons. haha. supposed to go for 3 tutorials and half a lecture. i thougt 'whats the point of gg for half a lecture??' so i dint go for tt. and the three tutorials were chem, maths and bio. chem is tt horrible sub. maths is the other horrible sub. and i didnt prepare bio tutorial. so pon lah. sat and bitched at the spider benches with hanisah, vibha, deepa and meghna.

until everyone suddenly had to go off. so i hung around the mcs booth thing and sort of watched them set up the booth. heh. went round buying foods at the diff stalls. dint bother to help with the guitar booth either. wow. im so useless. yea then it was time to get ready for performance. so i met up with the girls and we did ourselves up. and waited for our turn in the gym. i knew i wasnt prepared but i wasnt nervous. i dont know why im like that!

amazingly i didnt screw up. ahah! i was so glad when we reached the twirling the umbrella bit cause it meant the whole thing was nearly OVER! i wanted to strangle those ppl who yelled my name. eghh. so embarrassing. but heck. the whole school will forget by monday(:

so after school yesterday, me, vibha and hanisah went to bk for lunch. bk again. vibha's idea. any guesses why? haha. yesyes. shant embarrass her with the details but yeah. the three of us made friends with this person(: and i must say we made a LOT of progress! hah.

i love when you do that hocus pocus to me
the way that you touch
you've got the power to heal
you give me that look
its almost unreal
its almost unreal..

-aysha


Sunday, July 17, 2005

wah.
i is damn tired.
had a major hectic week.

met fai after school on monday. to buy hanisah's wonderful birthday present(: haha aloha aloha oh hanisah!! and we bumped into prap and aqil at macs..

then on tuesday i had tarian practice. rams brought all the props. like the tudung saji and the kains and the payungs. aghh gayness. i SO dont want to perform for cultural fiesta nx wk!! bloody paisehh.

after guitar on wednesday (we learnt a nice new emo song btw) vib and i met prap and ster for dinner! and well, we took gay passport photos in the cramped machine thingit. heehoo. and wednesday was ashraf's birthday..

which means thurday was mine! weee(: my friends are all so lovely! haha.. i still cant believe tt athene and lynette got me a tiara!! haha.. gayness! mama took me to a sushi place (shes such a DARLING i swear i was so happy lah) and we met abah and the boys for dinner.. nicenice.

friday i climbed the rock wall. for the first time ever. hee. FUN. some guy was helping me climb.. but after a while my fingers just died so i kinda missed the next rock thing. so i fell. im so glad i didnt scream and embarrass myself to death. and then i was just swinging and swinging in the air.. ha. best. oh i forgot to say. athene, zheng hao and i went to buy durians frm parkway before rock climbing.. and the durians scratched all of our legs while we attempted to walk back to school (zheng hao's crazy idea of being budget.)

yesterday went to the old folks' home again.. last week uncle rmbed me(: aww. how touching. we hid the durians around the home in preparation for the scavenger hunt. then we wheeled the residents aroun the home in search of the durians.. my poor uncle dint get to find any.. so anyway after the whole 'hunt' was over i just brought him back to the auditorium to let him talk to his friends and they were all happily eating the durians together.. i OPENED a durian thankyou verymuch! ok so athene chopped it to death. but i pried it open.. alah so pro. haha.

so after the whole cip thing i met faizah.. was being stupid with her.. as usual. heeh. and we played pool at parkway there.. losers unite. hee. met vibs afterwards. went to nandz's place. the twerp is so hot lah. and the food was hot too(: weets. met akanksha, nisha, swapna and gyan. felt a TAD out of place being one of the few non-indians there.. heh. but then i din really stay long. khala refused to let faizah stay out too late so we went home.

so today im dead tired. and i just want to sleep. but i have homework. nyeah.
happy birthday zheng hao!!

the only other july baby in s21(: its strange. first he's in my flick. then he's in my class. and then he's in my pw group. coincidence? hm.

-aysha


Sunday, July 10, 2005

i went to an old folks' home for the first time in my entire life yesterday morning. i thought i'd give it a shot since i've only worked with children in the past. initially i was quite apprehensive regarding the visit. what if i couldnt communicate with them? with kids i know i can just shove sweets and chocolates in their faces and im suddenly their favourite person in the world.

ya but then i went anyways.. met up with my clasmates at newton mrt station (which is freaking far away from home which means i took a long time to get there which means i woke up at the crack of dawn just to visit the old folks dont u think im such a darling) so we took a bus and athene made us get off one stop earlier. but the walk was quite nice.. i MIGHT have seen aminah with the kayakers but im not sure. *shrugs*

so blablabla we arrived at the home. we had to sign in (apparently because there might be some contagious disease or some nonsense story tt lyn told me. haha.) then the guys went to the men's ward and us girls went to the ladies' ward. the women were ALL in wheelchairs in tt room. then there were a couple of nurse women who randomly selected people to participate in the lets-all-sit-together-do-art-and-chitchat session downstairs. so each girl wheeled one lady to the downstairs place right. and they were all being friendly and talking to the lady they were sending downstairs. except me. cause the lady cant understand english. -_-'

so i was like mute all the way downstairs. but i was being extra smiley lest i appear antisocial. so ppl started preparing the art materials on the table and telling the old folks' abt the plan for the morning. it was nice to hear frm the guys tt some of the men frm the home can speak english(: however they were already talking to some girls who arrived before i did.. so i thought nehh tts okay i wont DIE because of the laguage barrier. right?

so. somehow i paired myself up with this man in a wheelchair at the end of the table. "uncle, would u like to do a collage? is this picture okay for you?" i winced while waiting for his reply.. please understand me please.. and then he nodded! HAH! i was so overjoyed tt he responded so i decided i will stick. to this man. so i took the little crepe paper balls and squeezed some white glue onto a postcard and began teaching the uncle to make the collage thing. all throughout my instructions the uncle nodded and smiled at me. perhaps he's shy..

so me and the uncle just continued making the collage in silence and even though the collage-making was rather uneventful - okay extremely boring - the uncle seemed to enjoy himself thoroughly and he went on and on pasting the little balls onto his picture. it kinda showed me that those old folks' barely have any activities to do. no wonder they like doing this boring sticking-balls-onto-paper project.. so i entertained the uncle and helped him with the art piece.

before i knew it he was done. like waaay before the others. so i took the construction papers and asked him if he wanted to draw. and he nodded again(: "is this colour okay?" and he nodded again(: maybeeee he understands english but he doesnt speak it.. so i let him choose his crayons and i started drawing a flower on my side of the paper. and he copied my drawing on his side of the paper. we coloured our drawings in silence and soon we were done. again before all the others. so i asked him "do u want to do another collage?" and he nodded.. ok so he's still not bored of this yet.. i thought id get irritated but he was smiling throughout the morning and it was so pleasant to see what a difference im making so i found it quite rewarding..

yea so cut the story short in the end we finished three art pieces and i wanted him to write his name on them.. but he didnt seem to understand me.. so i got matilda to ask him in mandarin. did he not understand a single word ive said the whole day?? so then he began writing his name in the unreadable chinese characters. he was still smiling and he was showing off (okay sort of) to another uncle.. so fineee. i wasted my energy talking to him.. but i made him happY and tts wad mattered.. quiteee pleasant! satisfying. yeah. tts the word.

-aysha


Sunday, July 03, 2005

wow. feels like an eternity since my last entry.. lets see.. rough updates.. spiderman was on tv last wk(: love. then it was exams from monday right up till friday. sick. i dont seem to have an affinity for the three-hour paper system. i get fidgety after sitting in the exam hall after about two hours.

i stopped doing physics altogether, 2h 15min into the paper.. happily entertained myself by making my pens stand on my table while i doodled on the mcq paper. all the papers were ridiculously difficult. felt like my endless effort put into preparing for the exams had gone to waste. though malay was surprisingly doable. *beams* hopefully tts one subject i passed. i shud prepare for remedial lessons. ironically, im considering taking S papers. lets all laugh at the silly goon now. ha ha ha.

right so anyways, went to town on friday afternn to let loose and totally erase thoughts of endoplasmic reticulum and sigma notation and whatever else polluting my brain capacity. met sya too. hilarious woman. tons of good for fai's ego. speaking of fai. we met saleh too(: hee.

yesterday i visited the binsemait residence after a thousand surrmpdygavillion millenia. and saw the xbox. (: got myself a buttache sitting there playing for so long. and i made good use out of faizah's handphone. (insert sound effect: faizah snorting at me) so then last night we all had this big family dinner at godknowswhere and it was fairly pleasant. i was so enticed by the very appearance of this dish i saw on the menu. unfortunately it turned out to be tom yam. and aysha hates. tom yam. so i ate aman's food. wookaka. and my fruit punch was glorious. really.

right. end of of update. i stocked up on yoghurt earlier today. anti ageing formula. heehee. so. does anybody else have the heebie jeebies? no.

so shuttup.

-aysha


Thursday, June 23, 2005

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeets
i got my beach today!!
didnt do much except laze ard and take pictures. heh. my mum and i were just soaking and playing in the water, getting enthralled by the schools of little fishies swimming around us.
i has sticky chewy chocolate ice cream now! yeayy
and im not studying anything at all today! yeayyy yeayyyy
and abah started a rumour tt our next door neighbour committed suicide. haha. abah is SO bored!!

-aysha


Monday, June 20, 2005

so we went to pizza hut for diner on aman's birthday.. and i rmb feeling very pretty.. i cant rmb why.. oh wait. maybe its because i AM pretty.. haha. yeah tts the only interesting thing worth mentioning.. i mean the details of eating arent exactly interesting right. ooh i feel so hyper today i dont know WHY.. perhaps its the carb overload. i made mashed potatoes for lunch today. yeah see i cook now. me! woooooo! ahaha.. yea so the thing is i made like 5 potatoes. and no one else wanted it. the boys said it looked sick (which is unavoidable its friggin MASHED, you dimwits) and mama said it was tasteless. which is true. cause i just smashed the potatoes and dint put anything else on it. haa. it tasted nice to meeee!

so like im extremely full now and im about to throw up if i move around too much so i thought hey maybe it'll do me good to sit in front of the pc(: i'll just do maths later. like laterlater. ok wait. if i procrastinate any further my papers will end up being ungraded or something. bah. oh. ive memorised all eighty new peribahasas for malay. hope ful ly i can get a dis tinc tion for ma lay.

i want to play pooooool! why is aman so youthful. heeheheheee. oh no im going insane.

im goin craaazy im goin craazy
the things around me are driving me crazy now
-too phat

ouch. *clutches tummy* i need sticky chewy chocolate ice cream.

-aysha


Saturday, June 18, 2005

happy belated birthday hanisah

happy birthday aman

and happy advanced birthdays to mursjid and mathan

mohammed is too cute. he went to sing song with abah to get aman's birthday presents: kinder bueno, campbell's soup and peanuts. HAHA. kids..

i feel so old.

-aysha


Thursday, June 16, 2005

studied at vj with vib, fai and hanisah yesterday. okay "studied". fine. so we did more talking. but we still studied. okay very little. but at least we made the effort. (:

and we went back to tk to collect our Olevel certs. i wanted to set mine alight. the horrific E was literally dancing at the end of the list of my grades. i've got. to show cikgu salim im not that daft.

our budget meal at the hawker centre was not quite budget after all. hah. but im reallY sick of fast food.

i think..

i FRIKKIN MISS FAIZAH!! YOU HEAR ME FA?

-aysha


Sunday, June 12, 2005

alkaff mania.




aysha.alkaff says:
OH KANDA! DINDA CINTAKAN KANDA SEBANYAK TIGAPULUHSEN!
²muhammad alkaff. ـghetto my secrets.glock sets. ّ says:
wad!
²muhammad alkaff. ـghetto my secrets.glock sets. ّ says:
30cents??!!
aysha.alkaff says:
OH KANDA MAAFKANLAH DINDA
aysha.alkaff says:
DINDA TAK BISA BEBUAL BAHASA NIH
²muhammad alkaff. ـghetto my secrets.glock sets. ّ says:
dinda cintakan kanda sebanyak TIGAPULUH SEN !!??
aysha.alkaff says:
TIDAAAAAK
aysha.alkaff says:
OH DINDA SUDAH TAU
aysha.alkaff says:
DINDA CINTAKAN KANDA UMPAMA MONYET CINTAKAN KUTU
²muhammad alkaff. ـghetto my secrets.glock sets. ّ says:
REALLY
²muhammad alkaff. ـghetto my secrets.glock sets. ّ says:
really eh
aysha.alkaff says:
APAKAH KANDA TIDAK PERCAYA KATAKATA DINDA INI?
aysha.alkaff says:
OHHHH! REMUK HATI DINDAAAA!
²muhammad alkaff. ـghetto my secrets.glock sets. ّ says:
but why umpama monyet cintakan kutu?
aysha.alkaff says:
UNTUK MENUNJUKKAN HOW GREAT MY CINTA TERHADAP YOU IS
²muhammad alkaff. ـghetto my secrets.glock sets. ّ says:
is that great? umpama monyet cintakan kutu
aysha.alkaff says:
great lah
²muhammad alkaff. ـghetto my secrets.glock sets. ّ says:
oohh
²muhammad alkaff. ـghetto my secrets.glock sets. ّ says:
ok






spoilerrrr!





(and ma this is not. real.)

-aysha


Saturday, June 11, 2005

apparently the washing machine has decided to stop functioning efficiently.
according to mama, black clothes must all be hand washed now.
because the machine cant do it.
how brilliant.
im just not any use at washing clothes by hand.
and to make matters worse.. nearly all of my clothes are black.
to prove my point im fully clad in black at this very instant.

i need a haircut.

-aysha


Friday, June 10, 2005

met ami salim at habib's on wednesday.. habib ahmad was there too.. played scrabble with habib, mama and aman. and finally understood how a sigma bond must exist before a pi bond can exist. credit to faizah(: too bad ami salim couldnt bring at least ami alwi's hands along. daHah.

went bowling with mama and the boys yest.. apparently women have to wear gay neon green/blue shoes. totally spoilt my well-put together outfit. kapff. anyhoos i only beat mohd. har. i got like a 67. forever longkanging.. haa.

had pw today. nice to see people again. met mab in marine parade library tt prettywoman. was totally reminded of sec two days when the seven drama girls would rot in bk laughing our brains out. i guess that will only remain a memory..

david introduced me to viking metal. its quiteeee cute. nyaha. but ive taken to listening to olddd hafiz-type songs lately. beyonce and the like.. maybe. just maybe. tomorrow i'll study and like.. really focus.


okay, who am i kidding.

-aysha


Tuesday, June 07, 2005

i was dreaming happily about some pleasurable event, smiling to myself in my sleep, with my gorgeous curls against my pillow, when i was rudely shaken awake by fairuz.

stupid girl.

so after my wonderful dream was rudely shattered into nothingness i couldnt go back to sleep. decided to read the papers (cue to gasp) then i went to pick vibha up.

so she spent like.. nearly the whole day here.. keeping me company from the misery of being grounded. though actually everyone else went to khala's and i STILL have yet to ooh at their xbox. but yeah.

oh i was thinking. maybe i should have gone to poly. and taken mass comm. hmphf.

what does it mean when a neat sleeper turns violent sleeper overnight?

-aysha


Monday, June 06, 2005

yey at last something happens to my uneventful life last weekend(:
weddings galoree!
dahaa.
on saturday i dragged myself to eunos cc for muhammad's sister's wedding. even though i knew i was going to be bored half to sleep since neither faizah OR ameera had the decency to show up. so muhammad: be happy. botak rocks.

so anyways. i ended up talking to this lady who apparently used to work with khala like.. yearrrs ago. haha. she came alone.. i will never. in my right mind go to a wedding on my own. so yadidadida we eateateat talktalktalk bitchbitchbitch.. then the emcee decided to gelek onstage. ahh so pretty(: then she even pulled the bride up to gelek with her.. haha.. sporting girl. but her dress was rather inappropriate for dancing.. she looked quite. uncomfortable.

ya so blablabla we went off (met aminah aledroos) then we were off to baba's house. to watch habib's tape of haney's wedding. so. kecoh. they kept rewinding the bloody tape to see baba and khala and habib's face like twenty gabillion times. *shakes head* so then habib alwi arrived and sent us all home. wasnt such a fun day but yeah. better than reading up on respiration.

rights. so on sunday there was another wedding. at changkat cc if im not mistaken.. yupyup. that time faizah came along (iloveyoubaby) and well. i was being a pig i ate alot alot. haaaha. yes. so. then. saw farah bawany and fatmah alkaff at the next table. so me and faizah went round to say hello. we moved off to some shop outside the hall to sit and yak. i miss those silly gits.

also met amal aledroos, ibtisam and iman almasyhur and quite a few other girls whose names i have yet to discover actually.. haha. yesyes. must increase girlfriend population. oh and it was boys galoree(: nenene. i have been so. deprived. being grounded is stupid. egh.

after the wedding me, mama, khala and fa all went to tm to take neos. weets. mama's first. AT LAST. funfun(: hoohoo. so we did alot of walking. my stupid heels nearly killed my poor feet. kept hearing fairuz's voice in my head "pain is beauty darling". haha. split from mama and khala for tea with fa. and well we dint exactly have tea lah. we just had some orgasmic icecream. heh. heheh.

so blablabla. nothing interesting. went home. and was late for pw conference call. dAaha. but then i wasnt the last to call. doodeedoo. if only pw would get more fun. kuek says to have meetings at ppl's house. but really. i wonder if my grpmates are up for that..

-aysha


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