Saturday, December 25, 2004
*screams* evil. evil. evil. i brought up the subject of guitar again today. she STILL. wont. hear of it. its beyond unreasonable! i dont understand what the heck she wants from me!! she wants me to study study study at home and have no social life just give her good results and be good at home. i STUDY! i got SIX for bloody prelims and VICTORIA remember?!?! does that not matter?? i dont go out to socialise! does that not matter?? i ROT at home all the time! does that not satisfy her?? i wash the dishes. i clean the house. i iron clothes. i even came in top for madrasah. i feel like i keep giving her reasons to be happy and proud of me but i ask for one little baby tiny request: permission to purchase an electric. NO! apparently its a ridiculous idea. she wont even at least tell me WHY. mean. mean. mean. mean. i am so. angry.-aysha