Monday, January 17, 2005
faizah.
where are you?
i miss you.
i wish you were in vj with me. deal with the fear of being the stupidest with me. i havent told you so many things. its been two entire weeks. i barely have energy to call and chat with you like usual. sometimes im scared to call you. i tell myself 'oh im too tired to stay on the phone thaaaat long'. well, im a liar. im afraid that you wont listen to me. im afraid that you wont understand me. because you're rarely with me nowadays.
im dying to know whats going on in your life right now. i get bloody pissed off when my mum tells me things like 'kan faizah got interview smalam' and i actually didnt know. i always. know things before her. she never. updates me on your life. i dont like this.
i dont like things being different. im afraid of being away from you for too long. you're my closest friend in the world. if this continues i'd be really upset. i cant deal with not having my special fa.
i love you.
-aysha