Monday, February 28, 2005
okay. aysha got eight points. wee. vjc it is.
unfortunately she also got eight points for higher malay which is total SHIT.
she is very calm currently, trying not to think of the RETARDED ASSHOLE who was being absolutely stingy when marking her karangan.
she wants to freaking KILL that ASSHOLE.
sabar tetapi adalah aysha.
-aysha
Friday, February 25, 2005
my handphone seems to be forever vibrating.
maner abah tak bising.
blah.
loser day today. but no mama to witness my excellent behaviour. ohwells. shall play guitar. or something. weee! i get to go out tmr=) yayness. oo but brokeness. jc life is expensive. and i refuse to wear a class tee. pf. mama come home i need your help!!!
oho. amans watching aladdin=) cartoonscartoons. i suddenly miss mohd's stupid questions. haha.
i must make my own lunch from now on if i dont want to die of starvation. bloody canteen doesnt sell anything good. dalah limited options. ive decided. if i can make it to vj.. i shall treat any nuisances whatsoever as a form of entertainment. yes. i will not be a brat. i just hope i get to go shopping to stock up that locker. yes, fai?
i wonder what edward norton is doing.
oo. muhammad, i think tt judd harris guy on american idol reminds me of you. haha.
i miss faizah and umik and habib alwi. and sims.
homework shall be left incomplete till tuesday. brilliant plan=)
-aysha
Thursday, February 24, 2005
kaulah segalanya
yang menyinar hidupku kasih
hanya satunya
yang ku cintai
sambutlah cintaku
jangan kau pergi dari sisiku
cintaku padamu
ikhlas sejati
jiwangness.
-aysha
so results have been delayed till monday.
brilliant.
just. brilliant. here i am mentally preparing myself for the worstest results imaginable and then i discover that all of my efforts have gone to waste. thanks moe for taking your own sweet time to do whatever you're doing. some people are suffering crises but the ministry is oblivious to the very possibility of it. now ive got the whole weekend to endure the suspense. i must sleep in the library and climb tt ladder thing in case i nvr get the opportunity to do it after the release of jae application results.
my mother is yelling at the boys now. ha.ha. i love u muchos mama.
and i love you jid=)
-aysha
Sunday, February 20, 2005
i am never. ever. squeezing another pimple. again.
never.
-aysha
Friday, February 18, 2005
STOP IT YOU WHORE!
im so sick of being part of the minority.
i dont want to be the minority.
have you ever been hated or discriminated against?
i HAVE, ive been protested and demonstrated against.
picket signs
for my wicked rhymes,
look at the times.
sick is the mind of the motherf***ing kid thats behind all this
commotion.
-eminem
SICK SICK SICK
-aysha
woo end of the week!
some of the little things in life are so pleasant=) right, fai?
faizah crashed vj today. naha. she rotted in the com lab before gg for lectures in which she doodled to keep awake. ohwells. it was nice to go home with you, dear. like usual. i dunno why u wanna go to poly. i dont like the different lives thing v much. updating each other becomes much more complicated.
too bad i couldnt stay back to revise maths after school today. strangely, the graveyard of a library is an excellent place to study. i actually did work there yesterday. im too distracted at home. hm.
sigma. maths. ca. test. results. O levels. vj. decision? foolscap. determined. confirmed? possibility? *deep breath* discrimination. white fences. pink clouds. fluffy pillow. - school. nine? erm.
so i dub thee unforgiven
-aysha
Thursday, February 17, 2005
today might just be the happiest day of her life.
she is overwhelmed with euphoria.
she smiles far more than her bundleofjoy.
lucky dog.
MY turn!
-aysha
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
friendster is a shithead.
im sorry mama. i love you.
archive is boring.
-aysha
Saturday, February 12, 2005
okay.
i dont feel so lightheaded anymore.
=)
well.
im not feeling too wonderful today. because.
i had swensens on monday.
and swensens again on tuesday.
i didnt plan on getting a sore throat.
but i did.
and a fever.
so i didnt have to be last on cross country.
but i couldve spotted certain things. darn.
barely anything happened in tk on tuesday. everyone had already left. juice aunty gave free lemonade. swensens was pleasant. mental reminder: ask eunice about the song they played during the wushu performance. damn nice.
finally got my beach on wednesday=) superpacked. but we antisocials found a nice quiet spot to soak in for a bit. then i nearly died of starvation so we left for lunch. and after tt met fa and khala and khali and ameera and qadir at their end of the beach. kites are fascinating. khalis teh was damn good. i hoped id get browner.
amazingly abah let me go ecp on thursday. dhoklaness. weee! cycled nearly to changi but vibs tore off her ankle. anyhoos. pics galore=) brownness hopefully. but then the fever came. gah.
so now im still feeling lousy and drowsy thanks to the piriton so i cant read up any lecture notes or attempt physics tutorial. so. im gg to practice guitar. im really. not interested in somewhere over the rainbow. bleh. i'll force myself to try tt some other time. *searches for deep purple tabs*
wonder what faizah's doing. betrayer.
confession: i ate chocolate. alot. of chocolate.
-aysha
i really want to blog.
really.
but i cant think straight.
im going to bed.
-aysha
Monday, February 07, 2005
today was great and all until i got home.
i feel like shit.
guilt guilt guilt
vibs im really really sorry. please dont be so upset. i feel horrible. i dunno how else i can help. cheer up. things will improve. *hugs*
i will not. cry.
*prays*
-aysha
Thursday, February 03, 2005
archive was bloody uneventful. i was only alive for about a couple of mins.
guitar on the other hand.. was hard. mr francis gave us notes and stuffs to play. and he told us some crochet and quaver story. i felt incredibly stupid. so whats new. this is what happens to students who dont pay attention in music lessons in p school. ahwell. i simply struggled to play this freaking easy song. so i decided. i needed to cheat. im such a cheater. yeah. so. i tabbed the whole song. now i can play it=) why do they bother to give us notes when we can play tabs?? sheeeeesh.
*dreams*
-aysha