aysha
aysha alkaff. july fourteenth. nineteen. girl. singapore. email me=)...
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Friday, January 19, 2007

maybe because im naive beyond belief, going out to work and making friends with people older and more experienced than me have made me hugely afraid of being left to stand on my own two feet in the big bad world. i wudnt say im afraid of becoming independent.. in fact i look forward to being in control and learning to be more serious about responsibilities. my worry is of being left alone. i think im suffering a culture shock. from happyland of pocketmoney-receiving muggers to brutal help youself world.. im so relieved i get to go back to school first before brutalmania becomes a permanent lifestyle. i need my mommy and daddyyyy





miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.miserable.

-aysha


Friday, January 12, 2007

seeing as i am being tortured to the eventless days, working (yes, working) from behind a little desk, i have taken the opportunity to dust away the cobwebs of my almost dead blog and entertain myself(: to fill in the big gap left between the previous entry and this one, all i have to update is that i have finally finished the damned A Levels. *BEAMS* so since id rather not stay home and constantly think up of excuses as to why im too busy to learn how to cook a new dish, or to do housework, im hiding at work!

i was so excited the first day. wah. big girl go to work. after 3 days the novelty not only wore off, but the memory of it also disappeared. gosh, it seems whatever i do is never good enough, never fun enough or some other complaint. tsk tsk. if this job has taught me anything so far (havent been working a day over a month) it would be the secret to eating alone and not looking stupid. or at least holding one's head up and pretending to not be stupid. haha

oo did i blog abt braces. i am the official braceface. yes, hello(: today i got them changed to a thicker wire and lavendar donuts. very sweet girly. ha but the pain.. another story. im just hoping i can still chew when i get to go for lunch in approximately 20 minutes time. food. its usually the highlight of my day. where to eat? whereee to eat?? just thinking about it for half an hour each day keeps me more occupied than my duty as a customer service officer. hms.

better get used to it.

-aysha


Wednesday, January 03, 2007

i think i know what its like to be suffocated to death. we watch on tv and hear about insane people who smother their victims with pillows, cruelly cutting off their breathing. madly enough, ive tried imagining what it'd be like to be on some planet with no oxygen like say on Pluto or something. in cartoons, their heads get inflated and then pop. as of today, i have an inkling to what that sensation feels like.

i was sitting in the new handicap-friendly bus thinking about what i was going to wear to school tomorrow when the bus stopped outside high sing catholic. twenty thousand million SMELLY secondary school kids bustled into the bus, immediately cutting off fresh air supply. my head felt as though it was getting inflated.

if there were anything so smelly to the point of fatal, it would be the collective B.O.s of secondary school students after 2pm every weekday.

-aysha


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