Friday, January 19, 2007
maybe because im naive beyond belief, going out to work and making friends with people older and more experienced than me have made me hugely afraid of being left to stand on my own two feet in the big bad world. i wudnt say im afraid of becoming independent.. in fact i look forward to being in control and learning to be more serious about responsibilities. my worry is of being left alone. i think im suffering a culture shock. from happyland of pocketmoney-receiving muggers to brutal help youself world.. im so relieved i get to go back to school first before brutalmania becomes a permanent lifestyle. i need my mommy and daddyyyy-aysha