Monday, April 09, 2007
sometimes i get very pretty dreams. some things may be so simple yet they are the things that make life nicer. and they make problems all the more worth getting through.
i feel happy dreaming of the calm and wind at the beach. and i feel happy to see my mummy smile at me. and i love the way the fan blows into my face and makes me sleepy in an instant. i love the smell of rain and aircon and whiteboard markers and coffee. i love the feeling of finallyyy getting something that ive always wanted sooo much.
sometimes i just know what i love, what i cherish, what i treasure and what i want. what i want on wednesday, what i want for others and what i want in life.
so what if i want something so much, but no one else agrees that i should have it..?
how do people
live with wanting things they might not necessarily be allowed to have?
-aysha